A New Year

A new entry for the new year. Basically nothing have changed much for me ... Better this way? Or is it .. who is there to tell ..

A feel of celebration is felt in the air

Quick glance at the crowd, frown in despair

With the party sound booming and plenty time to spare

All those people who are making merries without any care

Wish I could be one of them for once to be heckcare

What are the possibilities, the chances are rare

I just stood at the corner and watch fireworks flare

Beauty and sensation are all gone with a glare

If theres a standard for each, how do I fare

Looking back in the past I do not dare

All is left is go back to my laire