Living in hope make life more worthwhile

Does this applied to false hope as well

This feeling started to dwell

How much I wish it would go away

To my dismay its like bound to stay

Turning back time was never possible

Who am I to wish for the impossible

Love turn to hate I could not bear

As long as I truely still care

Ironic it may seem

May be I am just as dim

Wheres my guiding light

To lead me out this darkest night

Welcome me back to normal life

Or deep inside I wish for otherwise